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Writing Helps, I feel better now.

Monday, May 5, 2008

For the past two and a half years I’ve been doing nothing but sit around, travel (thanks mom!) and do whatever I want to do. Basically I’m a useless member of society consuming energy that contributes to global warming. As of now I have nothing that I can be truly proud of. I have done nothing, and that could be depressing. Splurging on short-term happiness is only effective maybe once a month, not everyday.

I’m a bum with a college degree, with interests ranging from theoretical physics to arts and design. Ideas keep popping in my head and I’m not doing anything. What a waste. And still I do nothing. This moment right now is where I feel most shameful.

Farmers plant rice and feed millions of people, a mother raises great kids that maybe, will make this world a better place, a writer writes and might inspire a whole generation, a janitor cleans a school after class and makes a clean learning environment for young minds the next day. It seems that they all have a purpose, they are actually doing something and I’m envious of them.

What is my purpose then? What is my personal legend? Hopefully I’ll find out soon enough before the universe disowns me.

Posted by sagravani at 1:04 am | permalink

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you what else will make you feel better?
taking photos with your brand new dslr! ^_^

more encouragement coming from jusap. LOL

Posted by jusap at May 8, 2008, 10:30 pm

Jusap,

wow thanks for that haha… unfortunately I still don’t have a new cam.. anyhow I’ll just borrow yours nalang. *wink*

Posted by sagravani at May 9, 2008, 10:36 am

kat! nako same situation tayo talaga. sana e matupad natin ang phd dreams natin. we need to save the world. tayo na ang save the world team. haha!

Posted by jeni at June 16, 2008, 4:55 pm

Jeni,
same species tayo, buti ikaw you’re on your way na! ako mag uumpisa palang ulit! hehe
haha yea sana nga matupad natin ang PhD dreams natin!
from now on, we’re establishing “Save the World Team”
:D hehe

Posted by sagravani at June 17, 2008, 9:53 am

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witular:

blogwalking here buddy

jusap:

ang ganda ng header mo!!! perfect shot

jeni:

hi kat! asa us na ako. kakainggit naman yung campus ni hans.

rich:

etchos lang

Dan:

That’s a nice picture btw. Italy must have been amazing.

And oh, you can remove me from your links na if you want since my blog’s not going to be updated anymore.

rich:

hello

jusap:

kat Congrats with your new D80 baby! =)

jusap:

you got tagged. check my blog ^_^

jusap:

thanks kat ^_^ will check later when i get home *excited*

Dan:

Happy Holidays!

rich:

merry christmas and a happy new year sayang di ako makakasama sa 29. enjoy guys muah

jusap:

what songs ang gusto mo kat? send me a list para maprepare ko ^_^

jusap:

thanks. hehehe

yup, i still use my globe. text me later and I’ll call you

Joseph:

kat, need to talk to you about the xmas party. text me later pag OK na to call you. ayt. tc

rich:

hello. thanks for the greeting =) e di ba we only want the best for ourselves na minsaN mahirap makuha hahahaha…thanks again. lam mo ba kahapon ko lang nabasa ng maayos yung post mo sa friendster ko. something’s wrong with my acct e. I’ll keep you posted. i left a msg sa party blog..take care =)

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